Worst week ever

I'm lying in bed now, can't seem to sleep. Trust my brother to do something this stupid. How am I going to treat him like an adult if he keeps doing all these immature things.

There's too many things in my mind. I can't sleep. I'm like this when I worry. Worry about one thing, then start to worry about another. There seem to be so many things that I need to do, things I don't want to happen to me, or anyone I love. I don't take things easy. I just don't show it to people. I wonder if I would go mad in the future. I hope not.

The fact that I have been feeling under the weather is not helping. Been feeling like this for a few days. This week is not a good week. Having diarrhea, unable to sleep because of the diarrhea, had a big scare with Mimi, and now another situation with my brother. Been having bad headaches, body aching. Feeling weak all week. Bummed out that I still have to work.

I'm a slave.



Monkeycrap